it's okay not to be okay

It isnt me you see

It isnt you either

Its ur shadow 

Who really wanna take a part in here

The shadow that blur your vision

Being mature isn't a demand

It is a longterm process 

But, somehow you often confuse

Something just happen randomly

Whether you like it or not

You ought to believe that

Its on your control

Accept the good things

Throw away the bad one

Learning to accept failure without negative emotion

And learning to celebrating victory naturally

Are some stuffs that you think you should have but you didn't 

Its scary sometimes

But its also fascinating

You socialize with many people

You fall in love 

You knew exactly whether it is your friend or not

You are broken sometimes

Feeling useless

Even hopeless for a while

And then get up again

Let me tell you

Its okay

Its pretty okay not to be okay

You are special in different way

And you deserved to be loved

Love yourself first

And when you think that you are ready enough

Share the love with your beloved one

My beloved one ever  told to me this:

Fallin in love when you are ready

Not when you are lonely

Me, your past.