Renewing your mind by reading

Life is about unstopable problems and uncountable chances

We are what we often read

We are what we often listening to

We are what we often do

I'm a passionate learning. I dont know how its happen but i just like the time when something touch my heart and my brain to know and feel new things. It gives me pleasure. Since, elementary school my mom said that i like study so much even my mom often tell me to stop study cause i always miss the time when im study. I feel like the time flows. 

May be its kinda strange for some people but ya thats me.  At first, i think that im a weird person just because i like study. But in my twenties i believe that everyone has his or her own potential. So have I. When im in elementary till senior high school i usually read books about my subjects. I dont like to read novels or comics like another youth in my age. I prefer to do it cause i think it'll support my study. 

Time goes by and i try to open up the gate to read more about others such as personal growth, leadership, biography, language, journalistic, history and ext. I do all these things for wider my perspective in this wide world. But at this time, it is still not my priority. I just do it if im on my mood. 

And then that is happen to me. I broke into pieces. Feeling so useless and hopeless.  Im stuck in my mind that for what reason i have to live and asking why it must happen to me. The feeling of guilty was around my head. Im afraid to talk to everyone that i love just because i have made them disappointed. If i can conclude it all, i can say  that at that time im so stress and even having a bad depression. 

Its still continue for months. Before i met it. Ya its a book. A book that changes my mind about how to be a strong girl. By the time, i keep reading till now on. The more i read, the more i realize that i didnt know anything. Im just stay in my circle and dont know that there are a lot of things to try. First thing that i read is about personal growth, at that time i just think that i have to change to a better person. I hate to being hopeless girl. I  am born with a hard struggle so that i have to win this too. 

It takes time to healing, i can clearly see the difference of me after do reading as my routine. Now i know more about myself. I didnt become people pleaser again. I can say no when i dont want with a good way. I realize what i have now and just let go the negative vibes. Life is about unstopable problems and uncountable chances. You are the leader of yourself, you can do what you want to so that what are you waiting for? 

Lets find different perspectives by reading. 

Happy reading everyone!