Laughing Out Loud [LOL]

It's funny, isn't it?
But do you know what's the meaning of it for me?

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Seeking the truth is exhausted
As like as you are growing from unknown to being popular
You will never find that's all fun

There are days, when you are in heaven
There are days, you crack the stone only for validation
and someday you feel suffering without any reason

You still can remember one thing
The universe hold you back!
You will never know who is there till you knock the door

Nothing's wrong to say "let's try!"
Life is trying, you ought to know it

What if, you knock the wrong door?
You will learn something obviously
Remember what's mom said, "every second is a learning process"
You will grow and glow in an unperfect way 
But, one thing for sure, you are not alone

Although no one there for you
You still have you and your own self anytime

Let them laugh at you

But don't let it bother you
You give them power if you let them bother you
There is only you at the end of the day
Don't you want to feast this situation for yourself?
Think again, I hope you realize it

Now, I'm accepting the laughter
That word "haha" only tickle me in here [this text]
Make it fun as it is for you
Cause finally, you do you and I do me

Finally, I'm in my last chapter to the unknown chapter a head