bewitched bothered bewildered

 Im keeping it all in my self

Till it finally exploded in any time

But that's how it goes

Its only me in the start and finish line

Im happy for being here

As happy as i see people are happy

But is that really true? 

Or it is just a certain camouflage that i play to

I dont know either

It is just started without i realize when it comes

Killing me inside

Until i know its not what it is